Silent Conversations
...when she's tired of ranting out loud...
amusing musings
babylene
bahaykuboresearch
EFL activities
gwapo to!
her fairy tale
her mishap
hidden place
How to cook
idagurl
ideas galore!
john ni kaligay
joseph the dreamer
kaligay ni john
kurokuro ni kuya peps
leah
lonely.. really?
mokie wokie
More ideas!
my kind of blue
polaris
rhea
roses! hearts!
salamin
scuba master
She reignes!
traces of polaris
trainstop
wedding diaries
where's my story?
wide awake
wrigley
The closer you get..
The harder you burn.
whoa
gee... talk about adding insult to injury 
i feel so extremely tired today.
so much has happened this past few days,
honestly its a miracle i made it through. last sunday
our pastor talked about miracles. i am not a firm believer
of this "phenomenon," for my rational mind continues to dissuade
me from my faith. however, believer or not i'd like to think that i just had one.
it may not be colossal in nature, like the blind can see type, but my spirit is contented.
and that to me, my dear friend is miracle in action.

what's your share of miracle?
Unspoken Necessities
To MOm
You surely are not like Dad and nobody said you have to be. Allow us, your children, to learn to appreciate your efforts,
to open up willingly, to understand the conduct of your life now that Dad is gone and to laugh with you because we
are happy to be with each other. Give us the time. We love you, you know.
To my eldest wicked sister
I miss you. And i appreciate everything you've done for me and for our family. See you this December ha.
To my second wicked sister
How's it going? What's motherhood like? Sorry for I haven't been around to help you. Thank you for being
patient with me. I'll see you soon.
To Mackie
I forgive you.
To My Housemates
Moving in with you guys is one of the best (yet scary hehe) decisions I've ever made. Cripsy Pata tayo!
To My Officemates
Roy - I don't like it when you hg me. But now, I understand why you do so. So, hug away! :)
Josh - Til then dude. Keep in touch or I'll.... hehe.
Viviene - Be happy. Finish your food. Your honesty means a lot to me. Sorry for being
insensitive too.
Judy - Girlfriend!! Smile dangnabit. hehe.
Te Ida - Get well soon. I care.
To Jabez
Live a little. Breathe. It won't hurt to give more to get more.
To Work
I ain't done with you yet.
To Me
Look how far you've come.
To Someone
Where the hell are you?
I feel...
so crappy and that i want the earth to gobble me up
embarassed that i'd volunteer to wear an iron-mask, if only i'm not claustrophobic
empty for losing something i tried to keep despite myself
stupid every time i remember what i did say and did not say
tired of putting my hope on unspoken devotion and promises
But I choose to ....
be happy and save myself from premature ageing
be brave for myself because no one else will
fill my heart with gladness otherwise i'd mourn forever
be smarter from each fall and mindless decisions
put my hope in God for this is not my story.
The old ghost is back
So, here you are again. Haven't you gone tired of scaring people,
specially in their vulnerable state? Leaving them hurt and delirious.
I suppose not because you're back with me. How will you scare me
this time? What is your weapon of choice? Hopelessness?
Insecurity? Insults? Name it. I'm ready. It's not like I haven't dealt
with you before.
Okay, I will allow you to do your work, after all this is what you
exist for - to scare the hell out of people. Go ahead. I shall wait til you
get tired of me.
And just so you know, we have one thing in common. We are both
scared of what we can do. Of who we can become in the long run.
shoot.
today
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