Silent Conversations

...when she's tired of ranting out loud...

it's 1:57 am, and i am wide awake...

lately, I've been trying to adjust my biological clock to a more acceptable bed-time wake up-time setup. And so far, the earliest time i woke up to was at 10:30 in the morning. geesh, my mother's daily rantings and my sister's ocassional reminders (or rebuke) don't seem to work on me. i have become a nocturnal being for crying out loud.

one time, i tried going to bed at 10pm. my mind hit dreamland at 2am. is this in any way normal? i mean, it's a hard habit to break. my brain seems to work on its own accord by 12 midnight, taking me to different memories, mostly i disdain revisiting. and after a series of revisited pasts it just shuts down, surrendering to my subconscious mind as it take over to bring me to yet another strange dream. sometimes i wonder if my body ever gets the rest it so deserves.

it's 2:12am...

if i want this habit to end, i better try writing later or in the afternoons. good morning!

 

posted by: wawayni at 02:13 | link | whisper it to me, baby [ comments (3) ]

same rock, same head...thug..thug..thug..

Fall To Pieces ~ Avril Lavigne

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus]

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything everything

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

posted by: wawayni at 23:41 | link | whisper it to me, baby [ comments (2) ]

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